I used to have suicidal thoughts on a daily basis, every single day I was thinking about how it would be better to die, what ways I could die so that it would be less painful for my friends, family and everyone else, how could I die so that it wouldn’t look like suicide, so it would look like an accident, what is the most painless way to die, is it selfish to want to die painlessly, am I selfish, wouldn’t the world be better off without a selfish person like me, I’m so messed up, nothing’s going to get better, nothing’s going to change. These thoughts were revolving so frequently around my head that it took just something little to trigger a suicide attempt. But, I’m still alive today.

I’m here to tell you that there are people out there who care about you immensely and can help you through this difficult time. If you’re feeling depressed, with help, you can get helped and recover quite quickly. This is just a stage, it is not forever. You can get better. With love x0x.